Very sad to read that adult film star Arpad Miklos (ne Peter Kozma) had committed suicide. Met him at the New York City Gay Pride parade last summer and he was as sweet and handsome as can be. (I cited him as one of porn's all-time hottest last month and just rubbed one out to him last night.) Wish I could say I was surprised by this turn of events, however. Arpad also worked as an escort and as glamorous as gay culture makes this world out to be, whenever I'm around people who do this I can't help but think to myself: How do they live with themselves? Sadly, Arpad -- like so many before him -- could not. My condolences to his friends and family. He will be missed.